Friendship is a special gift: having someone to keep by the hand, or sometimes, someone who can warm your feet!

The profound and sincere friendship, which makes you think with joy to the new day ... Arriving in the evening ... The tranquillity of a film tasted on the sofa in the company ...

I have so many wonderful friends ... Many of them walk on 4 feet ... Are warm and sincere .. And as you say around them, are not opportunists nor independent ... . Some live at home with me ... some at other friends' homes... Others are born here at me's and took their "road" ... Between my tears and my concerns ... But they have opened new horizons, new opportunities to broaden my family!

I think that all my cats are special and unique, each in its own way .. But all unique and unrepeatable!

Jonny has always had a special look ... A special sensitivity ... That incredible ability to make you feel unique and critical for his life ... Like his own way of seek you with eyes ... And look inside!

Jonny has always been close to those who most needed him ... So at home, his beloved friend was Gully ... I looked occasionally to watch them play, chat ... Who knows what you said ... And how much it easy to see together on the sofa one paw on another, each other... Always ready to comfort each other... Because sometimes stay together is not enough ...

Jonny, in addition to its frienship and his deep affection, gave me the friendship of his new mother and his new dad : Anna and Giuseppe ... And his new "sister" Martina ....

For this immense gift, and for the joy that you have been able to give me ... For the heat and the infinite sweetness of every day spent together, I will not end to say thank you forever and ever, my sweet writer...

To say it seems incredible,thoughts stops aand scares to say out those words ... It is amazing how cold it can be felt in a very hot morning of August ... It is amazing how evil can make words heard on the phone .. Words that I do not ever wanted to hear and that do not seem real, that you refuse even if your heart has received them deep inside and its irregular heartbeat makes you feel all the pain and know that you do not want more, never again hear!

I do not know those words because I' do too badly and force me to accept a reality that I don't want ... I don't belong ...

I can say only one way, the only way for me acceptable even if it's always painful :

Jonny ..... went from duba ...

August 16, 2005